Honesty.

I've been brought up by my loving mother and was always around my siblings a lot. I never imagined my childhood to be greater. When I turned 10, I lived in hell for 5 years. Not going into details but it was really hard to get by. I turned to self harming as a source to express my pain. I had to deal with this monster almost everyday of my life and I had no one to turn to.

I felt alone and so shunned away from the world, I just wanted to escape everything. I became someone who would hide all her feelings and rarely cry. I felt lost. After that rough 5 years, justice was served. I finally felt safe again and felt like I could conquer the world . I started coming out of this empty shell and blooming into a person I never thought I could be.

You see, people judge everything and everyone. Pupils at my school judged me just because I was outspoken and always making jokes but it was always because I needed to get my mind of this monster. They judge me even without knowing my story nor my life. Every time I was left alone, images would appear in my head and I would get anxiety attacks and the only was I got through it was to self harm. They judge me even without knowing my story nor my life.


I've gone through so much and I'm only 16. Sometimes I ask myself, why , why does this have to happen to me? Well, what happened, brought me to where I am today. Fashion is my escape from everything and I couldn't have gone through the tough times without my family and amazing support of my friends.

Now, you , please don't ever think that you are not good enough or you aren't beautiful. You are more than that, you are amazing and someone out there loves you. When times get tough, don't turn to the blade, ever. Talk to your friends or a family member or even me.

Sorry for ranting, it's late and I'm emotional. Tchuss xx